I don't have internal conflicts, but there are some contradictions.

In the crypto world:

Busy to death every day, still haven't made any money.

Haven't made any money, and now I'm feeling drained.

Feeling drained is one thing, but on top of that, I'm still lustful.

At first, I thought the joke about all traders being drained was just a meme.

But when I went to get checked and found out I really was drained, I felt terrible.

Went back to the hospital for a follow-up today, and the doctor said, "You're so young, how can you be like this already? You're not at zero, right?"

I was speechless, but at least I'm a bit better than last time.