Sigh, I've only got a hundred rounds of ammunition left, hoping for a good result tomorrow. I've sold my parents' house, divorced my wife, and various online loans plus savings have slowly run out. Harassment calls come in every day. I originally didn't lose much and thought I could turn things around, but then a tweet from a certain someone caused me to get liquidated. Everything is over. Sigh, I can't sleep, so I'll take a sleeping pill first. If that doesn't work, I might as well take all the sleeping pills and sleep forever. At least then I'll be at peace.