Many people have privately messaged me asking if I haven't been trading much lately.

Thank you all for still remembering this rookie leek.
A few fans have also privately messaged me,
Brother, I want to join you.
But I really need to clarify this first:
I'm really not some big brother😓......
Like most on-chain players,
I haven't been in the circle for long,
and I'm not some talented player.
It's just that within my small circle,
I felt like I had made a little bit of money.
Only after truly entering the crypto world, entering the on-chain space,
did I realize that this is not "opportunity everywhere,"
but a battlefield strewn with corpses and chaos.
I've gone through many cycles that many others have experienced:
5k - 1w - 5w - 0.1k
2k - 1w - 10w - 2k
3w - 20w - 0.1k
0.7k - 7k - 7w - 30w
70w - 10w - 100w
20w - 5w - 5k - 0.1k
Back and forth, cycle after cycle. To put it plainly, I am just a gambling dog on the chain who keeps going broke and getting back up again and again. But compared to many others, I’ve had a bit more luck, and I also have a bit more obsession with continuously colliding and staying at the table.
I haven't been in the circle for very long, and I’ve received sincere advice and substantial help from big brothers, and I’ve also done my best to help some friends inside the circle. So looking back now, there’s really no need for anyone to idolize anyone. I used to have some baggage, feeling like I needed to package myself, always thinking that admitting my insignificance, admitting I’m not strong enough, and that I don’t have much money would be embarrassing. Now I feel that openly admitting my ordinariness is much more relaxed.
And the more I see, the more I realize that many early admired KOLs are just illusions. In this circle, there’s no such thing as a true “top influencer” or “leader.” Leaders can also misjudge the rhythm, veteran players can also miss the market, and how many accounts and wallets can actually stay stable and cash out after a full cycle and market? Everyone knows this deep down.
So the reason I haven’t been trading much recently is very simple. I think with my current strength and strategy, in this market, it’s very hard for me to survive. Who wouldn’t feel bad about losing money? No one has unlimited backup. In the past, when I lost money, after a huge internal struggle, I’d think maybe I’d catch the next wave. Now, more often, I watch others make money while I lose right away, and my mood gets worse and worse. It’s better to stop and observe the market first.
In a market with low liquidity and slow rhythm, it’s better to rest and learn properly, to slowly regain my understanding, execution, and market feel. Not to keep “bravely” gambling recklessly, but to sink a little deeper into myself. If there’s a rhythm that suits me later, I’ll definitely be less anxious than everyone else🐔.
Many things aren’t won just by effort.
Well, I’ve indeed learned this through market education.
😑 fundamentally, I just don’t have money to rush around anymore.